Here are some thoughts from the 10/18 message entitled Power Encounter. A number of people have commented on relating to John Mark. I offer this reflection as encouragement of God’s Grace.
Acts 13:13 Now Paul and his companions set sail from Paphos and came to Perga in Pamphylia. And John left them and returned n to Jerusalem
Acts 15:37-38 Now Barnabas wanted to take with them John called Mark. But Paul thought best not to take with them one who had withdrawn from them in Pamphylia and had not gone with them to the work
As we continue to work our way through Acts we come to the curious case of John called Mark. Tradition has it that this is the same guy who fled naked from the garden of Gethsemane during Jesus’ arrest. It was quite possible that his family owned the home with the upper room that Jesus and his disciples borrowed. Later tradition has him spending time with Peter from whom he got most of his material for writing what would be his Gospel. But here, in Acts 13, he is accompanying Paul and Barnabas on their first foray in “pure” gentile territory.
It is not clear why Paul and Barnabas brought him along, v.5 says he was “to assist” them. Exactly what the nature of that assistance was we don’t know. Some have suggested he was brought along to add credibility to the message that they were preaching, as Mark was an actual eyewitness of the events. In any case he is there. And in any case he leaves them.
Yes, you heard me correct, he left; right in the middle of the journey, just as things were starting to get interesting. No one knows exactly why he left. The text doesn’t say specifically, though we are told in chapter 15 that Paul wasn’t happy about it. Some have suggested he was unhappy with Paul seemingly taking the lead in the mission as language here shifts from Barnabas and Saul (v. 2) to Paul and his companions (v.13). Others have suggested that he wasn’t to keen on crossing the Taurus mountain range that needed to be crossed to get from Perga to Antioch and was reputedly infested with brigands. Still others have suggested he, as a member of the conservative Jewish church at Jerusalem, wasn’t wild about the Roman Proconsul, Sergius Paulus, being welcomed into the family of God on their last stop. Some have even suggested that perhaps it was Mark who stirred things up for Paul on his return to Jerusalem (ch. 15). It could be one of these; it could be something completely other. We simply don’t know. Whatever it was though, it was so overwhelming that continuing on the mission of God did not seem possible to Mark.
I highlight this because I suspect that most of us, at some point or other, are much like Mark. Specifically in this way, as we come to change and as we come to challenges, going forward does not always seem possible. And the truth is we have faced changes and challenges recently, not all of which are related to the merger, some are simply the result of the normal patterns of church life. We have had change in leadership. Some of you have a new lead pastor. Others of you may feel like you see your lead pastor less. Your assistant pastors have new roles. We have been welcoming new, and different people into our family. This takes work. Old, familiar patterns need to be adapted to incorporate new people. There are new challenges before us as we look to establish new outposts of ministry. Can we cross the mountains necessary to get established in the West? Sometimes I feel a little bit like Mark, ready to step off the boat and head back to Jerusalem.
So where do we go from here? First, if you are feeling this way relax, you are in good company. When I talk to folks it can seem like these “want to quit” feelings have surprised them in such a way that the only thing they can do is submit to them. Let me say again, relax, it is normal to feel this way. The worst thing that you could do is to do something rash that you may regret later. Remember, later on Mark asked to be reinstated as a member of the team (ch. 15). It didn’t go exactly smoothly. There were consequences to his actions. (For the record it may be that Paul should have been more open to receiving John Mark back. This potential failure on Paul’s part illustrates the complex and interrelated nature of our relationships!)
Second, if you do take yourself out of the game for a time, get back in! Again, we are not told exactly all that transpired, but Mark did ask to be reinstated. It seems that whatever changes or challenges caused him to pull out originally receded as he thought about the overall adventure that God invited him to be a part of. And so he was ready to go back to Cyprus, go to Antioch, Lystra, and Derbe. It may have been that Mark admitted that he was wrong. You may need to do that as well, but get back in the game.
Third, in the end Mark enjoys full restoration. As I said earlier this is the same guy who witnessed Jesus’ death and resurrection and wrote the Gospel. He even reconciled with Paul, who at the end of his life in 2 Timothy 4 says, “bring Mark because he is useful to me”. Friends this is the gospel at work. Restoring broken things: People who step back because the work is hard, people with damaged relationships. God meets us in our weakness and uses us for his glory.
In the end this is why I love the Scriptures, because even as they expose my own weaknesses and failings, they show God’s restoring grace even more clearly. This gives me good incentive to stay in the boat!